What worrying me is....

Now, what worrying me is "my job". Yesterday I said, though.... I've been looking for a job as my son's going to enter a nursery school. In addition to limited part time I can, I don't know if he'll be able to enroll or not ( He could be "a waiting kid".) Moreover, if I have a second baby...??? So, It's tough to get a satisfying job.
Of course I considered a kindergarten. I took account of my character and our circumstance, then I decided a nursery school.
If I work as an English teacher, after our son's grown up or (if I have a baby)everything has been settled for the time being I should seek the job.??? uh.....
I know selfishness....Not only taking care of my family is important but satisfying job is also..... I can't have it both ways?????

Well, as I have time so far and I'd applied for some jobs, I'm seeking and let's wait and see...